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Cuckold fantasy overtaking wife and my sextime.
My wife and I have been married for going on 14 years. It has had its ups and down like most marriages I assume. We have two great kids (11 and 6) and get along well in most aspects of our lives. The sexlife we have shared has always been solid, not crazy fireworks good but certainly better than most. The issue has that in the last 4-5 years I have had various fantasies about her being seduced and having sex with very hung other men. It has grown to where I search with hopes of finding evidence of her cheating (of course hasn't been any) and times we have sex I picture her with another man or that she just had sex with another man prior to us doing it. I have told her of my fantasies, trying to be as non-threatening with it as I can. She wants nothing to do with them. I am not even asking for her to do the fantasy but just role play a scenario out with me or tell me a make believe story about her being naughty with another man. She has done it a couple times over the last couple years but complains about feeling dirty about it. My wife is not prude, we have gone to nude beaches and she even danced topless in an artistic dance troupe. It has been slowly driving a wedge between our sexlife together and now I am fearing she doesn't look at me with any desire due in part to her knowing my fantasies. I know this is not a common thing a man would want and have mentioned it to a couple close friends who think I am weird. I did not choose to have this turn me on, I surely wish it didn't.